Cops that kill.
In just 2 short days (not including this) it is 2009. That is right kids, TWO THOUSAND NINE. It has been 16 years since I was born, 9 years since the world was to have come to an end, it is 3 years until the world will end again. It has been 3 years since I fell in love, 2 years since I met one of the closest and funniest people I will ever have the honour of coming in contact with, 8 months since I turned 15, 7 months since I met one of the most amazing friends I will ever have, and it has been one month since I decided to change.
Like I said, in only 2 days it will be the begining of a new year, new people, new feelings, new everything. I am keeping what good I have in the old, and I am going to start on my resolutions. It’s true. In 3 days, my resolutions begin. I will start over what i can, end the bad that I can’t, keep what is meaningful and good, and make who I am.
I will :
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- Chase the rain.
- Take a compliment, even if I don’t want it.
- Hold onto something good, (really good) and not ever let go.
- Not believe a promise that can and will only break.
- Understand that no, time machines do not actually exist.
- Leave behind the things I honestly don’t want.
- Show everyone that when the sun comes up, I’ll still be the same. (Only better.)
- Not even bother wasting energy on regretting how weird I really am.
- Eventually forgive, but never forget.
- Give the dancing monkey a quarter or two.
- Be good enough for myself. I couldn’t care less about you.
- Smile because I deserve to and cry because I deserve that too.
- Learn Latin. Wiki-style.
- Not be afraid of what comes next.
- Learn to walk away.
- Accept things as they are meant to be. (But test it if I know they aren’t)
- Smile because YOU deserve it.
- Think about what I say/type before pressing enter/saying it.
- Open my eyes.
- Never ignore what matters most.
- Learn something new.
- Teach something old.
- Be someone better.
- Do something bold.
- Be someone stronger.
- Feel free, lose my way.
- Prove me right. (It’s not about proving you wrong anymore. We both know you don’t.)
- No more cancer sticks.
- No more alcohol.
