Time for a change.

I have a list of things I feel like I can and will be able to do to turn my depressing little life around.

  1. Start sketching/painting again.
  2. Read more books.
  3. Go to the YMCA.
  4. I will not hesitate to ask questions when I have them.
  5. I will not hesitate to give answers when asked.
  6. Clean my room.
  7. Get a job.
  8. Journal more personally.
  9. Adventure.
  10. Smoke less weed/cigarettes.

These all seem very silly, but I feel like if I can get into a normal routine where I feel comfortable, secure and confident with myself then I will be loads happier. And in turn I will most likely make others feel happier becauseĀ I won’t be pitiful and depressed all of the time. I am going to go out and have myself a ball. I’m going to pass my classes. I’m going to get on track. Life is about to get much brighter for me. I know it.