Time for a change.
I have a list of things I feel like I can and will be able to do to turn my depressing little life around.
- Start sketching/painting again.
- Read more books.
- Go to the YMCA.
- I will not hesitate to ask questions when I have them.
- I will not hesitate to give answers when asked.
- Clean my room.
- Get a job.
- Journal more personally.
- Adventure.
- Smoke less weed/cigarettes.
These all seem very silly, but I feel like if I can get into a normal routine where I feel comfortable, secure and confident with myself then I will be loads happier. And in turn I will most likely make others feel happier becauseĀ I won’t be pitiful and depressed all of the time. I am going to go out and have myself a ball. I’m going to pass my classes. I’m going to get on track. Life is about to get much brighter for me. I know it.