Get me the soap.
I just had to log in once, and tumblr is always here. That’s very convenient. Because I don’t remember the password. Does knowing that make it easier to hack into my account? Why would anyone even want to hack this account? You want the name burninghips? just ask. It’s from a blood brothers phase. You’re probably going through it too. Or not? That’s quite alright if you’re not. You just won’t understand that part of my toughts. It’s like an insider between me and the people who do know what I’m talking about. Special. I wonder when my thoughts start and where my thoughts end. Man, you looked so beautiful in the purple sweater today. I swear, since you have glasses, you don’t really know when I’m looking at you. And since I have glasses, I don’t really know when you aare looking at me… I should get my glasses fixed so I know when you’re looking at me, but you don’t know when I’m looking at you. But maybe that’s why you’re not wearing your glasses. because I’m not. To make it fair. So if I wore my glasses you would wear yours. Like a level two. Kayla and I live in a video game of our own. The ones we play are ones with a story, and ones that are familiar. So often, we give ourselves missions, with the hopes of finishing them all without running into the person we’re hiding from (for example). That was level one. Now we had to search for a friend’s boyfriend to show Kayla and avoid someone for all of lunch. Level two: Complete. What’s next world? I feel silly. Could be the tabacco and the lack of tabacco. Maybe it’s the music. Maybe it’s neither of tose and I just feel silly like people do. Maybe my feelings aren’t as abnormal as I coose to believe. Maybe I’m not so different afer all… Then why can’t you move on? Dumb boy. Augh. I hear flutes in the background of Alien. And now it’s gone. Do I analyze music too deeply sometimes? I hear things that aren’t always there or pay attention to small things about it, and all of a sudden I don’t like the song. It’s like I hear it differently. Yep, it’s another one of those cleansing thought-shit combo thing. I don’t know how I feel about this. Vulnerable, stupid, alone and together Are a few things. Some of what I say in here are nothing but analogies. Others are scarily honest. Not that it matters, but it’s nifty.
Reminder: Sturgeon Dictionary(?)
