Hi there. Hello.
I don’t mean to get sappy. I’m not saying I hate sap, but it’s a little embarrassing. Especially when the sap that you have is so overly sap that it doesn’t even leak from the tree. Stupid boys.
Have you ever been outside during the first snow of the year? There’s something so serene about being outside in the middle of the night with slow frozen rain coming from all directions under orange streetlights that always leaves me breathless. Speechless. That feeling of innocence and newness surrounds you. It’s fantastical and magical.
I feel speechless when I’m around this boy. I feel like every moment I spend with him and every moment I spend thinking about him are just like that first snow. But it’s not just for a moment. It’s as if that first snow is everyday and every moment that I have him in my life. Constant innocence and speechlessness and magic.
I’m a very lucky girl to be loved by someone like him. I’m a very lucky girl to have someone make me feel this way all of the time. I miss the feeling of innocence and acceptance. And here it is. Here he is.
I’m crazy about him.
