August 2010
6 posts
Oh Jake
Me:
Hey Jake. I’m sorry I didn’t get to see you before I left but since I didn’t I want to say that I’ll miss you. :) I’m going to try and get onto msn and all of that good stuff so, when I do we’ll talk. If I don’t then have a great day. Keep ya head up nigz. I hope your summer stays stellar too. Love you a whoooole bunch! See you in school. -Mielle
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July 10/10
Darling I am tired…
This morning ——— dropped by —-’s, and I realize I talk to her when I need her. I only ever need her once in a while. I’m so damn greedy.
Being a Buddist is out of the question.
Yes, we fooled around, but not like I wanted to. I know. “Oh-kay Michelle.” Honestly, I was quite content with lying on her, in her, with her and...
July 9/10
Sorry Jeff,
I had to. I know that I’ll never ever do this notebook justice like you could. And I’m sorry that you’re not even going to be given the chance to. I’m going to try though. Not for your sake, but for mine.
- Michelle D ♥
[same day]
Things change year by year as others stay the same. A year ago, during the yearly bomber season too, Lynsay and I were walking...
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I don’t want to hear that the way you do things is different than I do things. I want to hear that the way I feel isn;t the fucking dramatic bullshit I feel like it is. I wish that when I told someone that my sister said she didn’t love me tonight in a fit of rage that it was okay to feel like I want to burn from the inside out. I wish that when...
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Scratch off what you have done.
Graduated High School. Kissed someone. Got so drunk you passed out. Rode every ride at an amusement park. Collected something really stupid. Gone to a rock concert. Helped someone. Gone fishing. Watched four movies in one night. Gone long periods of time with out sleep. Lied to someone. Snorted cocaine. Smoked weed. Dealt drugs. Taken a college level course. Been...